Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Surviving the Madness...

Man...

I'll tell you...I've got to figure out a way to manage all this madness, have a life, get things done and live life...

Things were much easier 3 years ago, when I only had one little 9 minute film made. I was focused on getting that first film out to the work, while making a living. Then that little film called PHONE SEX GRANDMA had to go and explode out there to the world...

Still, that was cool. For another year I was able to manage things okay. Then, once the second short THE OUTHOUSE exploded in Park City....2 films became too much to manage by myself. Now, I've got my hands even more filled....all of these films to juggle, online promoting, making more movies, 12 hour days with this, working a regular job, no social life, not making a cent from these films...it would be easy to just put all these films back on a shelf and live life for years....

But I love it. I love the madness. I love having control of my art and getting my messages out to the world. And the world wanting to hear my voice through film. If that means me being a poor man in my wallet....so be it.

My goal is to be a philsopher with film...this is my beginning...

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